pathetic life of a pathetic girl

Something about you,
that kept me wondering,
whatever it takes that should satisfy you,
for what I did was never before been appreciated.

Friends come and go,
but often the true ones remain as it is,
while the hypocrites continue to be hideous,
as they think no one ever knows,
what's hidden behind their nasty thoughts,
dirty thoughts it might be,
you name it all,
Making me somehow sink more deeply,
into the vast sea of stupidity.

Lust is nothing but some vain lies,
frequently being misguided by beauties,
and merely disguised by the outlook,
though the sayings always goes,
"Don't judge a book by its cover",
but so often it was being disregarded,
for what they witness is what they expect,
which many a time
leads to some rough-and-tumble fights.

Emotionless is what I am now,
How pathetic can it be,
to be in a wrecked sail boat,
struggling to survive the scandal,
of the ill-hearted school-age teens,
who seems to be delighted,
everytime I get knocked down.

Oft-times I wish I could end all these
with a letter-bomb in my hand,
Wishing that everything would be fine,
after dat terrorist explosion,
though it seems to me a lil' senseless,
and useless after all.

-MeL-

For You, my dad..

A card for my dad on Daddy's day.. I love ya, dy!