No Return..

No Return..

For once I find goodness in you,
For once I find kindness in you,
For once I find gratitude in you,
And for once I find a smile in you.

But it's all of no use,
For its all too late to refuse,
Once done is forever undone,
Nothing can change the fact,
that you fake it,
right in front of me,
And that I'm silly,
to be blinded by you,
for donkey years,
Indeed I'm stupid,
to serve you as friend,
yet you still backstabbed me.

TQ Ms Farah..

A poem dedicated to my eng tcher before she went..

Dear teacher,

You taught me with patience,
with kindness and sincerity all into one,
I thought I’d done my best,
to co-operate with the rest,
But often I never put your respect on high,
and ended up making you sigh,
Still I’ll never forget your role,
so dedicated as my Eng teacher in my soul,
And here I pen down a word of Sorry,
to tell you not to worry,
That our friendship is a gain,
till we meet again,
By chance and by fate,
I know we still can.

Thank You, Miss Farah.
By: Mellissa Lee

The memoirs of the 'Eight Damsel'

*dedicated to my lovely friends*

The memoirs of the 'Eight Damsel'
We've been through laughters,
We've been through misery,
And all these had brought us together,
Growing up in the past 3 years of our elementary life,
Walking through a journey of great friendship.

We used to dance in that empty class,
We used to mummy-fied at that lab,
We used to hide behind that door,
We used to study in that class,
We used to laugh our hearts out,
We used to get into massive troubles,
We used to argue & quarelled once,
And most of all,
We used to be called the 'eight damsel' (lapan dara)
How proud we could be, yeah.

The parental advisory center,
The girl of everything-I-know,
Of whom we named after 'chong chong'
is what we called 'wormie' (fui teng)

The cutest of whom was the lad-craving,
with the latest fad of the world today,
bringing us out from beneath the hard shell,
we have what we called Bash.

The inevitable arguments we heard,
every moment, everywhere, and anytime,
always filled us with laughters at the dawn of the day,
and here is what we called her 'ah tong'

The little lamb that follows everywhere,
for she's defined as the neutrality among us,
she's bullied for a reason,
introducing our little 'cowie' (su ling)

The maddest and craziest plus the hippiest,
loitering around cracking her 'lame' jokes,
and we have what we called,
the 'crazey buzzy bee' (mei fong)

The voice of the motherly,
The defender for our rights,
The vindicator among us,
Whom we named her 'tikus','sotong',
..you name it all.
(sorhong - no offence ^^)

The girl of beauty-conscious,
Perfect & pretty as always,
not to forget the genius of us all,
We have what we named her,
the 'mosquito' -ouch =p(vian)

Last but not least,
we have our very own writer here,
Whom we referred as the demure, flaccid wench,
And famous for her shyness at first sight,
We had her named after a cat,
Which meows like MeL. (great?! *eyesrolling*)

All these we put together,
to finalize our picture perfect,
of the eight mimic fellow girls.

Our memories will remain vivid forever,
Even if we've gone in separate ways,
To somewhere that leads to our future,
All of us will still stand in one accord,
Together we see each other succeed,
No matter how life depicts hardship.

pathetic life of a pathetic girl

Something about you,
that kept me wondering,
whatever it takes that should satisfy you,
for what I did was never before been appreciated.

Friends come and go,
but often the true ones remain as it is,
while the hypocrites continue to be hideous,
as they think no one ever knows,
what's hidden behind their nasty thoughts,
dirty thoughts it might be,
you name it all,
Making me somehow sink more deeply,
into the vast sea of stupidity.

Lust is nothing but some vain lies,
frequently being misguided by beauties,
and merely disguised by the outlook,
though the sayings always goes,
"Don't judge a book by its cover",
but so often it was being disregarded,
for what they witness is what they expect,
which many a time
leads to some rough-and-tumble fights.

Emotionless is what I am now,
How pathetic can it be,
to be in a wrecked sail boat,
struggling to survive the scandal,
of the ill-hearted school-age teens,
who seems to be delighted,
everytime I get knocked down.

Oft-times I wish I could end all these
with a letter-bomb in my hand,
Wishing that everything would be fine,
after dat terrorist explosion,
though it seems to me a lil' senseless,
and useless after all.

-MeL-

For You, my dad..

A card for my dad on Daddy's day.. I love ya, dy!

for my mom

I wrote this poem for my mom for Mother's Day! hopefully she likes it or in a way dat she knows dat I appreciate her..

Mom,
It has been 16 years long,
You've been faithfully watching over me,
Caring me from the very bit,
Loving me as deeply as you might be,
Moulding me into a girl
of what you want me to be,
But,
All I did was ignoring all your deeds,
And sometimes even forget to thank you
for the little things you done for me,
But mom,
Never did I fail to love you
deep down from my heart,
I do appreciate you in
every aspect of your life,
Though I might not have shown it to you,
nor do I ever express my love for you,
I do admit that I'm a little over at times,
I made you cry out each night,
Not knowing all the hardship,
you went through,
I understand why you get on your nerves.
When I don't listen.
I understand why you cane me,
When I don't do things the right way,
It's all because you LOVE me so!!
Mom,
I'll never forget the times we had together,
It's such a sweet thing for you
to do things like,
getting me my favourite chocolate,
and buying me my favourite jeans and stuff,
There's no other better mom
ever in the world than YOU alone!!

Happy Mother's Day!

'-MeL-

Missing You Again

The quietness here reminded me,
for who you are,
and for what you did for me,
as you kept appearing in front of me,
it's as if you're not gone ever yet,
it is also hard for me,
to understand what your stunning,
innocent look got to tell,
but each time you're there,
I don't know what to do but to smile,
in a way as to hope you still remember me.

'-MeL-

As I close my eyes

Just wanna share this poem..nice!

As i close my eyes
in the darkness
the midst of the night
knowing i'm not by myself
i'm in front of Christ
knowing that it's my turn
my turn to give my life.

i close my eyes
and say
i'm with Christ
i close and repent of the sins that i did
i close my eyes and say
for God i live
i close my eyes
and think of JOY
Jesus Others Yourself

i close my eyes and think
i want the holy wealth
i close my eyes and thank God
for the strength to close my eyes
and in the morning when i rise
and open my eyes i'll remember that everything i do
is in front of the most HIGH...

-Barnabas Shakur-

Im Myself alone.

I have discovered the joy
of caring less
about branded stuff
about visibility and significance
about what others think of me
about how I look

I have given up on cool, good-looking self
on the creams that don't ever help pimps
I have finally accepted
that those unsightly look of mine
will probably be a part of me foreva
I can now overlook being overlooked

I do not need to be self-centered anymore
I could just be what I wanna be
I can miss a cathedral or a museum
and take my time to online instead
I don't have to be adorable, fun & charming
to captivate people
or look into mirrors for hours
Just to get that particular look

I'm not pretending to be cool
I'm not fighting for center stage
I'm not competing for any favors
I don't owe anyone anything

And as I watch others
struggle to be the best
I can juz sit peacefully in the twilight
enjoying each moment
with a big mug of hot chocoa...

`-MeL- 23.5.2005

Remember How

To: you know who u are...

Remember How
We were soo young
We both grow up together

Remember How
You helped me
Hide my wrong-doings

Remember How
We play happily together
In your lovely decorated garden

Remember How
We got scolded from grandpa
for destroying his plants

Remember How
I treat you when you took my stuff
We hardly talk to each other

Remember How
We go through our life
We're now accessing success

Now
We both had grown up
Got into our separate wayz
Thinking back
Make us laugh out loud
We've both learned a lot thru life

Now
We're not dependant any more
Somehow
We'll still remember our past
Most importantly
Our Friendship!!^^

-MeL- 20.5.2005

The World Of writings!!

hey there,
this blog was created specially for myself only..
I mean to share my life thru poems and writings
I might not be a great poet but
Just as to express it out in a way of poem..
Just enjoy em..^^

**And all of them are copyrighted, yeah..eheheh\

`-MeL-`