As I close my eyes

Just wanna share this poem..nice!

As i close my eyes
in the darkness
the midst of the night
knowing i'm not by myself
i'm in front of Christ
knowing that it's my turn
my turn to give my life.

i close my eyes
and say
i'm with Christ
i close and repent of the sins that i did
i close my eyes and say
for God i live
i close my eyes
and think of JOY
Jesus Others Yourself

i close my eyes and think
i want the holy wealth
i close my eyes and thank God
for the strength to close my eyes
and in the morning when i rise
and open my eyes i'll remember that everything i do
is in front of the most HIGH...

-Barnabas Shakur-

Im Myself alone.

I have discovered the joy
of caring less
about branded stuff
about visibility and significance
about what others think of me
about how I look

I have given up on cool, good-looking self
on the creams that don't ever help pimps
I have finally accepted
that those unsightly look of mine
will probably be a part of me foreva
I can now overlook being overlooked

I do not need to be self-centered anymore
I could just be what I wanna be
I can miss a cathedral or a museum
and take my time to online instead
I don't have to be adorable, fun & charming
to captivate people
or look into mirrors for hours
Just to get that particular look

I'm not pretending to be cool
I'm not fighting for center stage
I'm not competing for any favors
I don't owe anyone anything

And as I watch others
struggle to be the best
I can juz sit peacefully in the twilight
enjoying each moment
with a big mug of hot chocoa...

`-MeL- 23.5.2005

Remember How

To: you know who u are...

Remember How
We were soo young
We both grow up together

Remember How
You helped me
Hide my wrong-doings

Remember How
We play happily together
In your lovely decorated garden

Remember How
We got scolded from grandpa
for destroying his plants

Remember How
I treat you when you took my stuff
We hardly talk to each other

Remember How
We go through our life
We're now accessing success

Now
We both had grown up
Got into our separate wayz
Thinking back
Make us laugh out loud
We've both learned a lot thru life

Now
We're not dependant any more
Somehow
We'll still remember our past
Most importantly
Our Friendship!!^^

-MeL- 20.5.2005

The World Of writings!!

hey there,
this blog was created specially for myself only..
I mean to share my life thru poems and writings
I might not be a great poet but
Just as to express it out in a way of poem..
Just enjoy em..^^

**And all of them are copyrighted, yeah..eheheh\

`-MeL-`